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A letter to someone who really love me

To whom it may concern;
                Everyday I forget that someone love me. Every day I forget you are here maybe because of the work, the people and other things. I always forget you. But every day you gave me this life to cherish and to live. You spent your everyday looking at me so dearly. You gave me everything I had. And I should be thankful for everything you’ve done for me.
                Despite of all the things you’ve done, I still long for someone that someone who would love me and who would hold me dearly. Yes you gave him to me yet you take him also away. All my life was crushed like I don’t want to live again. Yet you are still there giving all the blessing, all the love to me but then I never even notice it even a bit. Like every day was a reminder of pain. I always deny that I’m in pained. I always said to myself that I’m numbed but I never agreed that I’m in pain. Pain that the love I gave will never be given in return. I always wake up in the morning feeling hurt and feeling empty like everything was wrong. Nobody understood the way I acted or the way I feel. Until now, I knew you understand because I always did the same to you every day. I always ignore you like the way he treated me. I always ignore when you said to me “don’t worry”.  I always cry but you always dry them for me. You love me so much that you gave me friends to share this agony but what did I do I pushed them away like the way I pushed you away.
                Then I realized one day, I’m so fed up that I don’t even know who I am. And I pray that if someone will be concern of what happened to me, I’ll be offering the changed for them. And you are too loving you gave them to me, friends and family who never stop loving me. I may still feel the emptiness in my heart but then thank you for every day, every minute, every second, every milliseconds that you are here beside me. You are truly my knight and shining armor. You are really my imaginary boyfriend.   Today you died on the cross for us, to save us and to redeem us. For a man you died and you live for us is a true indication that you truly love us. I remember a phrase in a book “If you love me would you die for me?” said the woman but the man reply “If I love you I would live until I die for you”. Thank you, God for loving me. Would you forgive me for not loving you back and ignoring you this past few months? I know you will but I still like to apologize. I love you but I know you love me more.
                                                                                                                From your loving daughter,
                                                                                                                                C

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