To whom it may concern; Everyday I forget that someone love me. Every day I forget you are here maybe because of the work, the people and other things. I always forget you. But every day you gave me this life to cherish and to live. You spent your everyday looking at me so dearly. You gave me everything I had. And I should be thankful for everything you’ve done for me. Despite of all the things you’ve done, I still long for someone that someone who would love me and who would hold me dearly. Yes you gave him to me yet you take him also away. All my life was crushed like I don’t want to live again. Yet you are still there giving all the blessing, all the love to me but then I never even notice it even a bit. Like every day was a reminder of pain. I always deny that I’m in pained. I always said to myself that I’m numbed but I never agreed that I’m in pain. Pain that the love I gave will never be given in return. I always wake up in the morning feeling